happy CNY to all!!!
:D:D

quite sian for the past few days,
contributed totally nth to BMDP..
feel so guilty
but then again, they should've sms-ed me, knowing tt i'm not online to discuss.
i din even go online for the past few days, and the moment i did, i read emails on BMDP tt are like a few days old and they've alr gotten the stuff done.
i dun even noe wad i'm supposed to do and the stuff tt's supposed to be done for the actual drive..
it's like i'm making up stuff in the proposal as i write
they seem to have all the info and i dun and i dun wanna probe too much cos it'll seem like i dunno anything which i dun
):
sian.
feel so out.. i dun want them to say tt i din do my job ):
and i really really dun wanna present during CT.
i'll just freak out.
ARGH.

this cny is so sian.
even though i went my grandmothers' houses ytd and enjoyed myself quite abit,
i still feel like i'm not enjoying myself as much as past yrs.
probly cos it's the first time i have to take public tranport to visit my relatives and there's the BMDP thing at the back of my mind.
it's giving me restless slp.. i'm only able to even go to slp cos i forced myself to stop thinking abt it..
i feel useless!!!
)))):

i'm just emoing so dao me and dao this post if you're feeling hyper.
i just dun feel the same way as you.